The Gray Days

It’s the long days, the days that take forever to get started and even longer to end.  The gray days, the days that are drab and drawn.  The cold days. The I-feel-so-old days. The days I can only just muster up enough energy to scold myself for being lazy. For being hazy. For being slowContinue reading “The Gray Days”

Out of The Hole

I’ve been in a deep, dark depression hole since early August. Maybe even a bit before. August 13th was not only my wedding anniversary, but also 1 year since I had a spot of skin cancer removed from under my eye. A little over a year ago I started having mystery nausea and barfing episodes.Continue reading “Out of The Hole”

Depression Sucks

Like, literally. Depression sucks joy, energy, motivation, hygiene, creativity, and the will to face one more day out of a person. Depression isn’t the same thing as feeling sad. Sometimes, I do feel sad, though that is rare. More often I feel heavy. Listless. Empty. Numb. My brain shuts down. I have a fairly highContinue reading “Depression Sucks”

New Site No Time

I’ve gotten a new website. And I keep telling myself I don’t have time to build it. I have time. I also have depression and find myself in a depression hole these days. I manage to keep up with my editing duties and occasional household chores but, beyond that, I’m not even working on myContinue reading “New Site No Time”